Thursday, November 12, 2009
Thursday, 12 Nov 2009
good evening everyone
=)
she was the first one that sat my van.
she was the first one that sat my very first car.
she was the first one that
i've ever stayed over at her place.
she was the first one that made me
feel so comfortable having her.
she was the first one that my parents
like the most.
she was the first one that i've ever cried over.
she was the first one who can actually click
well with my friends. same goes for me
to her friends.
she was the first one that ever put me first
before her friends.
she was the first one that i actually
brought to many places.
she was the first one that treated me well
almong all and i had never face such before.
but now...
its a totally diff her.
i'm disappointed.
but i don't blame her.
i just want to get back to how it used to be.
i'm kinda hopeless now.
i wouldn't dare to voice out to her
cause she might avoid me further.
as for her, i'm not her type of guy.
but as for me, type of girl doesn't really matter.
so long as you love her,
nothing gonna change your love.
that's it for tonight.
sweet dreams, beautiful nightmare.
Labels: kill me please
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
if you love somebody
put a light in the air
from the hood to the stakes
fry your finger in the air
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Tuesday, 10 Nov 2009
2 days mc.
i'm still alive.
today was a extremely bad day for me!
firstly, car spoiler gone.
secondly, car crashed onto some kerb/divider.
thirdly, parents are disappointed in me.
fixed my reverse camara.
totally clear to the max.
11/11/2009 = removal of P-Plate.
ain't happy about it anyway.
i haven't been eating well recently.
i've got no appletic as usual
and been smoking alot.
took my medicine.
resting time.
=(
Labels: 到不了
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Sunday, 08 Nov 2009
i just feel like blogging.
i don't have anyone to turn to
but at least got somewhere to write out.
i know that, its been ages i last blogged.
the feeling of losing someone precious sucks.
it was totally my fault to drink i admit.
like what everyone told me,
whats done, has been done.
my tears just couldn't stop dripping.
i admit, i ain't strong in emotion.
i tried to control my emotion and not to think about it.
but i just couldn't control or stop thinking.
its just something missing out from my life.
i would like to pray for a chance.
a chance to tell her how much she means to me
and how much i love her.
Labels: i love her?, will i ever have the chance to tell her
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
wednesday, 15 july 20095 more days and i'll have to put on my SCDF uniform again!
i just had my hair cut earlier on.
nothing much at work today.
just recovered from my very
high fever and cough.
i was 3 days away from work
which also means, i'm on 3 days MC!
that feeling sucks really.
you just got to stay on bed.
sleep, sleep sleep and sleep.
okay.
anyway, that's all for today.
catch up soon.
=)
Thursday, July 9, 2009
thursday, 09 july 2009pictures taken at home club and work place.
today was kind of tired at work.
10am to 9pm.
retail timing and i can't expect anything.
i do envy those people out there
with good career and better future.
as for me, i feel that i have got
a long way to go.
and i am right to say that.
what i really need now are lots of
experience and knowledge.
whatever it is, i'll succeed soon.
my friend once told me that,
someday i would drive a lexury car.
thanks.
thursday, 09 july 2009
hello everyone out there.
it's been ages since i last blogged and i know that.
wasn't that good recently.
been busy lately with work too.
and now, i just couldn't get to sleep.
reason being, i guess there are things
bothering me which i have got no
one that i trust to share with.
how i really wish i could have
someone to talk with and
understand me.
i'm just kinda emotional earlier on.
i was talking to this special girl
on the phone earlier on too.
i won't tell you who she is.
i just find her kind of special in many ways.
perhaps, i have never met
someone like her before in life?
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to know how a person is like
or to tell how a person is isn't that easy.
anyway, let me share something which
i've learnt from my past courses.
- to understand someone.
from the way someone speaks
can actually tell you what type
of person he/she is.
as for me, i do believe that understanding
someone is rather simple.
but for someone to understand me
is rather complicated.
and it's rather true.
it's a blessing if someone could really
understand me and my needs.
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oh man.
and one more thing that i should really emphasize.
lesbian, gays and bi-sexual are invading
the world!!!
oh please...
reservist on 20th july 2009.
in-camp-training from 20th july to 27 july 2009.
Labels: given up i guess
Saturday, May 16, 2009
friday, 15 may 2009
it has been ages since i last blog.
been working recently.
busy with work.
i got a little secret of myself to share.
i'm so sick and tired of driving.
really.
now, back to blogging.
end work 20:00hrs today.
met up with shaun over at tampines one firstly.
both shaun and me then left over to benny's house.
picked benny up and went over to simei for sushi.
met up with yan yang, jackson, guo xian
shan jing aftermath.
slacked for a little while.
sent shaun home and picked sabby up
over at her place.
head back to simei and picked
tony, alfred, aaron, shan jing, joel, wilson,
angela, xiao pang, guo xian and more.
left simei to central mall, clark quey ( nana ).
the minute we reached, damn it.
most of them just couldn't get it.
totally turned off.
so we got no choice and left for
boat quay instead.
before that, we met up with alvin.
and now, totally turned off at boat quay.
we were like waiting, slacking, stoning around and
not even settle down.
so benny and me left for home instead.
sent benny home and head home.
home sweet home @ 01.30hrs.
=)
Labels: don't drive, if you drink
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
sunday, 05 april 2009
met up with jasmine, gek ming, cherie, jia qian
wei wen and benny for movie over at e-hub.
picked jasmine up over at kambangan
before heading over to simei.
picked gek ming, cherie and jia qian aftermath.
we then met up with benny, wei wen
and gek ming's cousin over at simei.
we watched shinjuku incident.
the movie was awesome and we love it.
after movie, went over to changi for supper.
we had nasi lemak.
sent everyone home after supper.
tuesday, 07 april 2009
been busy lately with work.
the usual.
driving around singapore.
today's delivery: balestier and jurong west.
my off day will be on sunday, 12 april 2009.
22 birthday.
birthday is 6 days away.
=)
Labels: driver on the road
Thursday, April 2, 2009
thursday, 02 april 2009
plans for every month.
starting from april 2009 onwards.
SGD $100 ( citi bank saving account )
SGD $100 ( posb/dbs bank saving account )
SGD $50 ( standard chartered saving account )
SGD $50 ( maybank saving account )
SGD $100 ( diners club international, bill )
SGD $200 ( singtel mobile, bill )
SGD $200 ( both mum and dad )
busy with work lately.
won't be blogging regularly.
my elder brother is going to enroll for his class 3 driving soon.
dad promised to get me a car very soon.
my car is few months away from me.
i want a honda jazz or fits badly this time round.
what colour should i get for my car?
=)
Labels: car car car car car, is all i want badly
